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hey! yup, it's me. cool. glad that worked. i usually forget my number.
i mean i could just send it to you instead but then i'd forget yours probably. ugh nm
we got this figured out. you saved me in your phone right.
i just added you under your instagram handle. if thats okay.
yeah i did, and that's totally oklahoma
ffs autocorrect how did you even i wrote "ok"
is oklahoma as flat and boring as movies say.
ive never been inland in the states.
i flew over it on the way here but i don't remember anything about it.
pilot was like we just went through oklahoma and i was just like 'where what'
i havent actually been to ok on the ground. coastal girl woo
sorry about the thing earlier. im such a fuckup
just ignore the last bit i'm betterish now. hope your talk with whoever went oklahoma.
hey we should like. friend date.
so i can just sort of wallow in despair with you.
or we can try and be happy thats okay too.
friend date sounds fantastic and tbh after this morning im feeling a lot less of the ol despair. like everything is still terrible but at least i can get up and try to do something about it. lets do a fun thing.
okay fun thing it is. like. give me a short list of your favorite things to do.
then i will ignore them all and do something else with you.
we can ironically go shopping for you. i bet you have a cool style.
ok. short list. hiking. urbex. being a giant fucking nerd. going to the movies. i'm pretty boring.
i don't really have a style. but im willing to experiment.
heard rumors around the school. hope youre okay.
we should urbex sometime but for real.
thank you. sorry for missing our fun night. had a bad time. lets try again later?
like im not entirely sure but.
i think deep down i hate school.
like the school part. ya know.
yeah ikr. like, it doesn't matter. not like were going anywhere after graduation. they won't let us.
i dont like thinking about it.
where would you go. if they let us go.
new york city would be awesome but like. i want to travel all around. if i were rich anyway.
sorry if i was scarce the last few days. doing really bad again and had my phone off.
you know you can like. crash in my room.
i know the feeling when it gets bad.
different reasons but ya.
yeah. its really really hard to actually get myself to leave my room sometimes. especially for class ugh. but even little things like, your just down the hall from me, what is wrong with me.
dont think about it that way. i mean i dont think anything is wrong with you.
except self esteem.
and that you wont visit me sometimes.
kidding but. we should practice again. maybe. for fun.
sorry i've been out of touch here but like, seeing you in person and stuff. and thanks. i've been feeling a whole lot better in general since like, lots of people are saying the same thing. i'll be sure to visit some more. and we totally need to practice. i just keep forgetting about it when i'm actually seeing you.