Okay to expound on this:
I've been having a really shitty few days. Long story short I had to spend money I don't have on a locksmith for a truck I don't own, I'm sinking into debt, and whatever weird compulsion I have about eating has been flaring up just as my self esteem starts to plummet. Tack onto that a fast-paced day job and a physically exhaustive second job, a lousy diet and shitty sleep patterns and… Well, this is why I treat half of you like shit.
It's not an excuse for my behavior, but it's an explanation of some of the causal factors behind it. I'm still sorry for being a prick in the OOC all the time and treating you guys like ass whenever I'm in a foul mood; it's not all your fault and feel free to PM me and call me on my bullshit if ever you think I'm being overly harsh or pedantic.
As for my continued stay at Sunnybrook: I will try to be around as much as possible. I've been trying to be around as much as possible. But between work, more work, sleep, and every other stressor in my life right now it's exceedingly difficult to spend the amount of time that I'd like to here. Y'all are my second family and my go-to people for fun and stress relief, and I don't want to bring my own shit in here and dampen everyone else's lives, or just sit in OOC and make witty commentary - I want to be a quality and active contributor to the community, and I feel that I don't have the emotional or physical capacity to put out to the fullest extent of my abilities.
So I'm probably not going to be around too much for a while. If you'd like to scene with me there're easy ways to contact me if I'm not online, send a message to Nemi/Soulless/LipstickThespian if you need to get something to me in a hurry, or if you've had an idea, or just want something desperately to happen between you and Kiefer or Chris - if I'm not around immediately, I'll do what I can to be online before the end of that day.
Otherwise, I'm probably going to be leaning back for a while and trying to rest and get my bearings (and finances, and psychology, and diet) back in alignment. Hopefully I'll be back in fighting trim very soon.
See you all soon.